CrEaTeD FoR ChRiSt's PuRpOsE!

2005-11-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

ahh..im feelin much better..nice song im listening to..wahaha...

had trainin 2day...decided to let the team have sum fun 2day..they all had a hand at creating their own routes..and challangin each other to try and complete each boulder problem..haha...im glad dat every1 enjoyed themselves...it was a tiring but fruitful trainin..though i had a couple of falls and kinda overstrained my back frm tryin to complete one of the guys' route..haha..soo hard la...back wan to break alr..

had a great time in the canteen aft trainin with the girls..haha..we were testin each other's stupidity..wahaha...givin each other iq qns..and im soo happie!i manmaged to solve them..but aft a long long long time..wahaha...den went to heartland mall with wendy the neh neh..haha..grab curry puffs and went hme alr...i almost missed my stop on the bus man..was too tired...

im still thinkin..should i????siighh...guess i shall still wait...

jg united and sr soccer team will be roughin it out 2ml at st wilfreds sports complex..haha..cant wait to go down and support jg!haha...gona be an exciting match..ahhhh...okies..i got lesson 2ml..and i gota stop here..siann...

haven even finished readin silas marnas and ms g is almost thru with the book..im dead..i duno even noe half the characters mentioned in the story..im onli at chap 2!ahhh..dead man..haha...

2005-11-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

my minds in a total whirl right now..im confused!ahhhhh!!!help help help!do i have the right to choose?i really do not know...and the song im listenin to right now isnt helpin mi!arrgghh...irritatin song..haha..keeps repeatin the word sorry[coz the tile of the song is"SORRY"] by Ben Adams..and he sucks...coz here i am feeling down..and his song is irritatin!oh my...y do i sound soo mean all of a sudden!its not his fault anyway..haha..im jus lay to change the song

oh wells...had a veri veri veri long day at sch 2day..lit was baad..my leg became cramped up in less than half an hr into the lesson..thank god for sherman!phb!!haha..otherwise..i wld haf fell asleep durin the lesson..we were playin wif hps..and crapping..tried to make him more "urgent" by makin water noises with aaron's and my waterbottle!wahaha..i tink it worked!wahaha..he had to rush to the loo aft a while..haha..the loser..

pw was pretty slack...gwen did the filing..and i was havin a heart to heart talk with lydiaaa!haha...was great...love u my dear!haha...finally...we cld hand in the file..did a little victory dance in the LT at havin completed PW finally!haha...no more no more no more pw pw pw!!wooohooo...

had a great lunch at pizza hut with my asswipes..haha...missing aniza and cara..siighh...when can we get 2gether again?haha..

and i heard that my class..1a02 is gona merge!darrnn..11 of us will go into 1a01 and 3 arts students will go into a3!double graonnnsss!wads with the sch?soo evil...makin us split...i think 13 ppl in the class is a good number to teach..small and easy to handle?don't you think so?haha..hopefully mrs kok is reading this...merging is bad enough..but to split out teeny tiny class up is worse!siiighhh...y the merge?coz orignally we had 15 pple..but 2 retained..and 15 is the smallest a class can ever get..any smaller..merger or split...arrgghh!and stupid sherman and edison stole my sweets durin history lect..and kept sayin..."nvm nvm..we r gona be classmates soon!those idiots..haha..but they made history lesson more fun!haha...and edison took off his stinky shoes halfway durin the lect..gross man!haha...

went for dinner with ed,robyn and sherms...had a great time crappin and gossiping..and had an even greater time at cold storage..being lame and all dat..our usual..haha...

reached sengkang at 7..and rushed to meet rach and pris..coz we had dance rehersal at ele's hse..ahhh..my church is havin this christmas play on christmas eve.its gona be a banquet dinner style which comes with a live play!haha...lina ng the ex sph artiste will be joinin the drama cast as well..cool ehhh!haha..i happily walked into the function room tonight..and lina turned ard to say hi..i happily said hi as if she was my good friend..it took mi abt 5 secs to realise she was lina ng!the actress!!!wahaha..i let out a realli huge gasp and quickly walked a lil further..soo pai seh la..haha..but shes quite pretty..and shes realli professional..haha..she told pris rach and i dat we had half an hr to perfect our dance..note the word perfect..coz we've been trainin for onli less than a month..how perfect can it get?and it got pretty hard coz we got jittery and nervous with her watchin us..haha..wen kai was sopposed to flirt with us..and he was soo shy!haha...soo cute la he...and when lina played the role of "cinderella"..and when she put her hand ard his..he kinda got stunned...all of us saw the expression on his face..and he didnt even dare to put his arms on her!poor kai!haha..his arms..though stretched out..was 1 inch behind her..haha..so it was soo fake..haha..we all cldnt help but laugh..oh wells..rehersal was good...i was tired but excited..i cant wait to learn the 2nd dance..and see the whole play again!haha..its pretty good!

anyone interested?for tickets..can gimme call..93369678 or sms me!=)tickets at $25 if ur a prebeliever or a new comer or a student!=)=)

my eyes r closing..i gota stop here!

2005-11-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

the hols r finally here!haha..ayeee..but im stuck with pw..xtra lessons and trainin!haha..so wont get much of free time i guess..wahaha...

hmm...wad shall i say first???haha..oh yeaa....i jus got a new job!wahaha..not realli sure if i can get the job not...not realli confirmed..but if its a success..i might get to become a camp instructor!haha...cool eh!jeff was the one who intro mi to this job..he said the companies who organise camps needed fresh blood..so y not give it a try?its good experience..and u get paid to have fun!haha..wad better job can u get??haha..

had trainin 2 times this week..and im realli glad dat trainin was tough..i almost died..but it is good!haha..it can strengthen the team not onli physically but mentally..wad disappointed mi the most was dat not the whole team turned up..i realli wanted our whole team to excel but its hard when 1 or 2 decide to skip..im not blaimin anybody..but im jus wonderin..is regina and my way of handlin the team wrong???i was talkin to qilin the other day..she understood wad we wanted for the team..but she also made mi think..r the pple skippin trainin becos they think trainin is boring?its not fun???dats y they rather not go?and for the pple attendin trainin..isit onli becoz of their passion for climbin??and not for the team??i realli duno..but i realli hope dat the team can share with us how they feel personally...at least den reg and i will noe how to lead the team properly..with everyone excited and ready for trainin always..siigghh...

was realli thankful to have chris cumin back to help lead pt..tough but it was necessary..haha...i haf this dream for the rocmoc team..dat is to win championship for nxt yr..isit possible??i believe we can do it..if we work as a team..and help and encourage each other..and i had a realli realli bad leg cramp on wed..haha..i almost died..and i was cryin and laffin at the same time..coz i had cramps infront of everyone..the girls pinned mi down and tried to massage my legs..but it didnt work at first..the pain was realli excruciating..haha..i kept pushin them away..coz it was realli painful..so i ended up cryin..i laughed coz soo pai sei to be lyin down infront of the hall and cryin in pain..haha..but thank god..it was over in a few mins time..haha...baaad time i had dere..and im sufferin from the aftermath of the cramp?i duno..coz my left calf hurts badly..i cant even walk down the stairs properly..im limpin..now im realli lame..haha...

had the youth leaders retreat last wed and thurs...i realli had funnnn..haha...the bungalow we stayed at was realli big and nice...the halls and rooms were big n spacious..haha..i was tellin rach and germs and pris while cleanin up..dat it wld be great if my hse was liddat...soo easy to clean..but it wld be veri plain..coz each room onli had the neccesities...bed,dresser and cupboard!haha...but we had a realli fun and serious time...gettin to noe each leader better and plannin the program of jg for nxt yr..lookin forward to 2006 alr!haha...

ayess..i tink i shall stop here..haha..i haf yet to complete my joshua book yet..got discussion again 2ml..and got dance prac!haha...

2005-10-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

im baaaaccck baaaccccccckkkkkk bbbbbaaaaaaaacccccccckkkkkkkkkk to blog once AGAIN!wahaha....oh wells...sch has ended...the holidays have startedd...buttt not quite..haha...still got plenty of xtra holiday lessons to attend..siaaannn...i firstly wana thank Gog for allowing mi to get promoted with my yr end promo exam results..haha..manmaged to scrap past...D D E and C5 for gp...not realli good grades..but enuff to promote mi..sigghh...it jus shows dat i gota work much much harder if i even want to get into a local uni!heeellppp..this is gona be tough!haha

i jus drew up a holiday timetable for my mummie to see..she wans to noe wads goin on with my life durin this sch hols..haha..and boyyy..my november and dec hols are realli packed!ayeee..i got like 4 camps to attend!theres even one straight aft another...im gona be soo deadbeat...prayin hard dat God will give mi the strength to continue..haha..not 4gettin dat i oso gota stardieee durin the hols..otherwise..im gona lag behind when sch reopens..

the sch terms have passed realli realli fast...and b4 i know it..sch has closed for the hols alr..im realli thankful for the many friends i have made durin this 7 mths plus in srjc..all the happy and sad times spent with my sch mates..i will nvr 4get them...=)

ayeee..im soo dead brokeee...its not even the month of november.and my mum kindly gave mi my allowance early..and guess wad??i haf spent almost a 100 bucks alr..im dead...i haf got soo many wants..but limited resources to obtain them!daaarrrnnn!dats y i need to get back to work again!haha..otherwise..i got no more $$$ to buy clothes and other stuff as well..i got one whole shopping list waitin la...siaaann...

and i seriously tink im gettin realli fat...pls pls pls stop mi frm eatin can???haha...i haf rocmoc trainings..but i eat jus as much as i workout..so i don get to lose any fat..irritatinnnn..arrrgghhh..alrites..from now on...im onli gona eat as little as i can..haha..and work out..don worry..i aint gona be bulimic...esp for dennis..if ur readin this...stop accusing mi of being bulimic!haha...i aint one..i eat but i don throw up k!i wait for mother nature to make mi poop!wahaha...

alritess...i got a busy busy day ahead....gota change my harness at coach's place!soo nice of him to help mi change!haha....got dance prac at germz hse..den maybe goin swimmin and im gona tan!yayyy!haha...shall stop here...there will be more to come!=)

2005-10-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

wahhh seeehhh!i haven blogged for eons!haha..disgusting man..im soo sorrie....i was realli veri veri lazy...once again..to all who left a sweet tag on my tagboard..thankew sooo muchhh!=)u guys rock!thanx for being dere for me!

anyways...promos are finally over over over!wooohoo..actually..it ended like weeks ago..but i was kinda busy havin fun to rmb to blog..wahaha..well..im here now...so here goes...

exam period was pretty tough..alr the jc syllabus is bad enuff...but not attendin jc for the first 3mts is worse...coz i missed out onalot...and im not the kind dat will go hme to mug everyday..i need fun man!haha..and of coz..theres training...but it stopped 1 mth b4 the exams..but i felt realli fat durin the exam period..haha..nvr run nvr climb leh!of coz fat la...its like the dead sea..everything goes in..nothin comes out..so its like..i eat and eat and eat..nothing gets lost..wahaha...

anyways...recently got my exam scripts back..ayesss..didnt do dat well..though i managed to get promoted..expected la..i didn stardiee hard enuff...i still got plenty to learn and to revise durin this sch hols..cant enjoy dat much!!!siiigghhh...

now all of us r busy wif pw...argghh..seriously hate it..i rmb back in sec sch days...where a powerpoint presentation wld onli take 1 or 2 days to complete..now we r given almost a month to do up a powerpoint slide..and to rehearse it through..soo waste time la..but i guess the govt expects this oral presentation to help us la..haha..duuuh!

had trainin 2day!!and im soo deadbeat now...gosh..my eyelids r closing every 5 secs..buay tahan..haha..guess i shall plonk onto my bed soon after i complete this blog entry..wahaha...went to junction 8 with reggie and wendy...boy..i realli had lotsa fun with them..haha..and wendy and i bought out to-fu keychain!haha...soo cute la...we wanted to see if the lights worked..so wendy called my fone and she brought her fone near the to fu keychains which were sopposed to blink when radiation was given out..haha..soo cute la..not all the keychains lighted up though..and the people must haf tot we were mad la..haha...keep standin at the tofu keychain area and moving the handfone up and down..wahaha...

ayesss.....jus started work again at nydc..haha..my first day was on tues..enjoyed myself alot..i miss the staff dere..haha...and serving the customers..[yea rite]haha...encountered realli wierd customers once again..but im too lazy to elaborate here..haha..cum find mi if u wana hear such stories!=)

okok...i cant take it..i gota end it here..i realli hope to see myself bloggin more..haha...remind mi k guys!love u all!muacks...

2005-08-14T20:41:00.000+08:00

my goodness...its been ages since i last blog..yet again..sighh...i seem to have lost the passion for blogging..eversince jc life began..ahaha..i jus cant find the time to even open a new internet window...each time i go online..its either msn...or the srjc website..y sr website?coz most of my notes and assignments are foudn on aspire!lame rite?its a waste of time loggin in..to find my wor..print them out..do and hand it...terrible waste of time man..sighh...

wads been happenin in my life some may ask..actually..i myself know naught..because each day passes sooo quickly..i wake up at 6am...go to sch for the whole day..just attending lectures..tutorials...trainings...and by the time i reach home..its almost 8-9pm..wheregot life?u tell me..haha...but im still enjoyin life becos of great frends in sr..=)

had 2 rock climbing competitions over last week...and i managed to come in 1st for the speed com..and for the boulder com..oh wells..nothing..haha..buts it was a good expererience..realli hope to perform better for the other comps comin up..=)i managed to buy my crumpler bag!im sooo happieee..haha..been waitin for it for agessss...

sigh..i dont know y..but somehow..i just feel that u and i cannot be together...so i realli hope u can stop doing the things you r doing rite now..i do not want to give u a false impression that i'm interested in you..thats y i don wan to tok to u as much as before..i hope u can understand..we can still be friends..but as friends..you will know whats the limit rite?=)

oh wells..i shall just stop here..haha..kinda lazy to type anymore...but i will TRY to update my blog regularly yea..=)gota get back to my history tutorial now!

2005-06-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

ahhh....the lastweek has been realli hectic for mi!!been muggin like siao for the past week..coz im havin my mid yrs dis cumin week....ayess.in fact..jus had my first paper 2day..lit..likeee shittt!i tink im sooo gona fail!darn..and im gona owe chris a treat..haha..coz hemade a deal wif mi..if i can get a B for lit..i get a treat..but if i get anyting below a D...i gota treat him..groannsss..and if i am able to get a B for lit, C for both econs and hist..i get a treat at a hotel!!whoa..haha..dats like soo not gona happen..dats y he dered to bet wif mi on dat..siggghh..but nvm..i will still try my best..=)

gosh..i seriously cant believe it la..i haf been studyin soo hard..all my life..i;ve never studieeed soo hard b4 u noooeee!for the last 4 yrs of my life..i've been slackin like siao..mid yrs or no mid yrs i oso nver realli study soo much...onli the last few weeks b4 the Os..did i start studyin real hard...not dat hard oso la..didnt even tink i put in my best la..haha..oh wells..i shant tok abt the Os now..its over alr..haha...back to my mid yrs dis cumin week..sighh..i've been studyin everyday!still can believe it lar..feel sooo proud of myself..hem hem..haha...realli..so sum1..pls comgratulate mi..haha..ahh..beta not..save the congratulations for when i get my results back!haha..gosh..i sound soo confident..okok..pretend i didnt say anything..sigh...this is a hard world we live in..wahaha..

been studyin a lot wif aniza and eunice..and boy..i realli do enjoy spendin time wif them..haha..we can tok soo much..crap and serious talks..how i wish i can do it everyday...wldnt it ve nice??=)

been pretty broke dis month..seriously cant wait to get my new allowance nxt month..haha..den can splurge again!ahaha..beta not..realised how terrible it realli is not to haf any cash on ya...its like placin a big melting ice cream infront of u..yet..u cant eat it..coz everywhr i go..everything looks soo darn tempting to buy..but no MONEEEYYY!haha...i got lotsa stuff dat i wana buy...shall jus name a few here..and drop a few hints to any who comes across my blog..ahaha..

1.crumpler wonder weenie ( currently saving up for it..any1 wan to join a "buy a crumpler for fel fund club"?haha...)
2.ipod mini.....my mum has alr agreed to buy..so this item is taken up..haha...but feel free to tag ur name beside the item u wana get for mi!wahaha...
3.nike/addidas running shorts
4.jacket
5.skirts
6.canon ixus 40 camera
7.slippers
8.more hair clips
9.bass guitar wif amplifiers

rmb...jus leave mi a tag shd u wan to get mi anything frm here yea..=)haf a good day!

2005-06-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

bloggin time!haha..had our farewell dinner for our rocmoc seniors last nite...its was pretty good..apart frm the food being not veri palatable..haha..we went to the rice table..if im not wrong..haha..they served indonesian cuisine..hehe..not my type..i like the ambience dere...veri peaceful atmosphere..when we stepped in..we were like..wahhh!the plac sooo nice!haha..but when the food came..we were like..yucksss..haha..90% of the food was like soo darn hot la...and many of the girls suffered..coz we cant take spicyness..i ended up eatin mostly riceee!and tofu!haha..got fried and steamed ones...haha..the rest were like untouchable for mi..coz they are soo spicy!haha..and we ate soo much keropok..which isnt free..haha..coz the rest of the food was buffet style...u jus order how much u can eat..haha..but we didnt..coz the set dinner itself was veri filling..

took pics aft eating..and poor regina..haha..her face kept appearin as being blurred in my cam..haha...we were like teasin her..haha..we took at least 3 blurred pics of her b4 we took 1 good one..haha..sooo farnieee...den came the time for gong lei..our captain..to announce the new EX -co members...its was realli shockin..coz for the first time...there was a larger number of females than males in the committee...regina being the captain..me..the vice capt..which was supa shockin for me..realli din expect to get dat post..serene..the secretary..qi lin the treasurer..nicholas the physical trainer and jian hui the quarter master...but i will defnitely do my best..=)

germz stayed at my hse last nite..we snacked as we watched a supa lame show at ard midnite..den chatted for quite while..dne we both fell asleep..too tired le..hehe...

went to church dis morn..dis pst came to speak..he is the follower of reinhard bonnke!the famous evangelist!haha..soo cool..anyways..he was like preachin..den suddenly..he stepped down frm the stage and walked towards the congregation..he said he needed a teenager to do sumting..my whole row of girls immediately looked away..haha..i was prayin darn hard dat i wldnt be picked..but it was my lucky lucky day!haha..he picked mi..darn...and at the wrong time too..coz i had jus popped abt 3-4 skittles into my mouth..so as he made mi stand and say wad he was abt to do..i tried my best to swollow the huge gunk of sticky chewy skittles down my throat..man..my whole face turned beetroot red!haha..i felt supa hot...pple pai seh ma..haha..

aft church...went to temesek poly to watch the rock climbin competition..ROCKAMANIA!...my seniors took part..so we went to cheer them..i jus soo hate these competitions..coz they nvr seem to start on time..we waited for at least 2 hrs b4 the competition started..it was way behind schedule..ayesss...my seniors were good..but supa wasted..coz they got into the semifinals..and they had a good chance at gettin 3rd..but coz one of them didnt hit the end box properly..dats y not counted..and they had 60 secs added to their timings..which amounts to a great deal...oh wells..this is my first time watchin dis kinda speed climbin com..learnt quite a lot..

got econs tutorial 2ml!arrrgghh..im beginnin to dread jc life..esp the studies part..its jus soo much to learn and do in such a short period of time..hellpp!!!

2005-06-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

gimme a min while i get rid of cobwebs hangin ard my textbox..hahah...haven been bloggin for ages once again..haha...im jus soo lazy i guess..even though i go online regularly..im jus soo lazy to even type the word www.blogspot.com oh wells..haha..jus went to read sherman's blog and it gave mi motivation to blog again!haha..but i doubt this motivation will last..wahaha..

its the june hols now..but it feels like it aint so..why?have been goin to sch almost everyday for the first 2 weeks of june..wad kind of a holiday is dat?argrghh...cant be helped..our mid yrs are rite aft the hols..sucky eh..watched a good number of movies lately...and im kinda broke..haha..overspent on shopping..wad to do..its the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!ahaha...i hate me for not saving enuff..grrrr...

alot has happened..and to tell u the truth..im in a state of blurness as well...cant realli say it here..but if u r realli bent on knowing....ask mi personally..haha..sigh...hate it when these things happen...

history sucks!i overestimated..i came into jc..took history as a subject..thinkin it wld be a breeze handling it..but i was proven wrong!esp havin gotten onli AO passes for both essays..my fault la..oso din realli stardiee enuff...oh wells..i onli got 1 more week or so to catch up..b4 i go for my mid yrs...oh God..please help mi...

2005-05-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness..its been almost a month since i last updated my entry!haha..my apologies to those who haf been demanding an update of my blog..haha..pai seh!=)well..been realli busy wif jc life...eva since lessons started proper..i barely had time to go online or watch tv..ayes..everyday reach hme 7plus..8 plus..den still need to bathe...eat dinner...onli got like 3 hrs to do my work..so wheregot time to go online?ayess...well..quite a lot has happened..i noe for sure im gona fail my econs test which i took last sat..haha..left out soo many points..no wonder i haf so much free time while everybody was tryin soo hard to scribble last words on the paper...well..i haf learnt my lesson liao la..haha..always study hard..haha..=p..rocmoc trainin'g been pretty alright..not dat tough..but good enuff...=)i can feel my muscles developing..haha...watch out abs!wahaha..nah..i won wan to have abs..soo gross for a girl..jus gif mi a nice and flat tummy is all i ask..haha..=p..thr will be a rock climbing competition cumin dis june..cant wait to go for it..realli wan to c how its like..for the experience..haha...my seniors alr tell us not to expect to win..jus go for the experience..haha...

oh wells...i accepted the leadership role in jg..will do my best..and will be prayin for Gods hand to be with mi as well..to guide mi...

haiz..all the moving hse preparations is tirin mi out as well..realli cant wait for the day whr i can officially move in..dats nxt week!haha....i guess i shall stop here..still got work to do...will try to update as often as i can..=)

rocmoc rocmoc...

2005-04-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

jus came back frm dinner wif the Jgains..ayes...soo tired..had my 2 days 1 nite rockclimbing camp yesterday..and i realli had fun...haha...

our camp started at 7pm..we played some wet games..got real dirty..but had lotsa fun..haha..esp the flour game..dats was the grossiest game i eva played..coz in all the midst of chaos...all of us began runnin ard..puttin floor on each other faces..and the stoopid joseph..he took the whole plate of flour..and "piak" at my back..and i was wearin black sum more..so my hair...whole shirt..face all had flour..i looked like a clown!haha..sickenin fella...aft the wet games..we did the night walk..

dis walk is meant to scare us one la..haha..make us walk round the skool alone...at night!and the seniors were sopposed to scare us..haha..while waitin for our turns..sum seniors purposely told us ghost stories..to "spice" up the atmosphere..haha..kiam pah man..and the stoopid andrew..kept tellin us ghost story...jac and i kept hitting him wif the lightsticks we had..haha..it mus haf hurt..oh well..serve him right..who ask him to scare us..wahaha..=p

den came my turn to walk..once i was out alone..my first task was to walk towards the tennis court..takin the back route..it was pitch black..and it was a long grass patch..i stood at the lane for a while..and contemplated whether i shd continue or gif up..coz i was realli scared..i was kinda startin to imagine things oreadi..but i told myself..God was always here wif mi..so as i walked on..i sang songs la..duh!haha..out loud!haha..once i walked past the tennis court..i heaved a hige sigh of relief..and i saw the nxt guy comin out..it was philip..so we walked together to our nxt destination..coz i was sure i cldnt continue..too scared..haha..at our 3rd station..our seniors caught us 2gether..coz we were not sopposed to walk wif sum one..we had to walk alone..so they made philip go first..den 5 mins lata..released mi..haha..as i walked towards my 4th destination..i saw philip waitin for mi..phew!i was not alone again..haha..but again..we kana caught...and we were seperated for good..haha..but thank God..i had onli 1 more station to complete..hehe..den bumped into jeremy...so we walk 2gether la...den we finished!ahaha..finally..it was not dat scary la..but coz i got wild imagination..so u shd noe how i felt durin the walk..when i was alone..haha..

had my bath at ard 12am...gosh...and we had to sleep on the classroom tables...we looked like dead bodies lyin in a morgue..coz sum of my frends covered themselves in white towel..cold ma...den if anyone walks in..he/she will see rows of "bodies" lyin on the table..sum wif even a white sheet on them..haha..supa farnie..din sleep well la..coz the tables were soo darn hard..and it was freezing...though we onli had fans..ayes...i tink i slept for onli 4hrs...

woke up at 6.30am..washed up..and did our physical trainin at 7am..a lil tirin..but worth it..its good workput..haha..had a good macdonald's bfast..den we proceeeded to play captain's ball!haha..my team won again..and we played in the finals wif all the seniors..and mind u..they r fitter and tougher den all of us..but guess wad?we won them!wooohoo...coz onli girls can shoot..so the senior guys were like.."block dat girl!block dat girl!don block the guy..they cant shoot..!"haha..supa farnie man..coz abit malu rite?if they lose to junior..hehe..

nxt..we played soccer..and i realli hate soccer..i realli duno how can soo many pple chase aft one tiny ball..which can onli be controlled by legs..haha..all of us girls were kinda klutzy..hehe..i realli suck at soccer la..dats all i can say..hehe..cannot control the ball for nuts sake..ayes..had lunch..den while gong lei..my captain interviewed us..those who had finished..cld climb the wall..i completed the whole wall!im supa happy!haha..but noe wad?as i was cumin down..i had ropeburn..coz my leg kinda got stuck in the rope dat was moving upwards..to allow mi to be let down..den my belayer..jun xiong..i tink he didnt realli see la..den he kinda released the rope fast..so the rope slid past my leg..and kana "burnt"...it was supa painful man..haha..

saw peng khoon in skool!haha..was kinda surprised..as i waited for my turn to get interviewed..i chatted wif him..haha..kept on suanin him non stop..supa fun!haha..coz he oso veri thick skin..so can attack him and don need to worry abt hurtin him wan..wahaha...

aft the interview and all the climbing...we were released..rushed down to church...had leaders meetin..had dinner..and im hme now!i guess i shall stop here...i realli need to slp early 2nite..ciaoss pple!

2005-04-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to ME...happy birthday to ME...happy birthday to felicia..happy birthday to ME!haha..im 17!time passes realli quickly..veri soon...like wad nanny tan said in his bda card to mi..im gona reach the 20 someting age...gosh..and deres like soo many tings i;ve yet to achieve..

woke up dis morn..to receive a call frm melvin..he was at the airport..he was leavin for the phillipinnes..i was kinda tearin when i was tokin to him..coz he was leavin us..i tink for good...he works in nydc as well...and he was my goin hme companion..im definitely gona miss him..sobs sobs..received lotsa bdae msges..thank you guys!=)

oh wells...reached skool at ard 7plus...had my bfast..den kuku came over..she kinda 4got dat it was my birthday..haha..sickenin gal..i had to like remind her..den she was like"oOoh..happy birthday fel"..haha..ayes..den aniza..cara..louisa..samantha and enuice wished mi happy birthday..a few other pple wished mi as well la...the rest of the day went as normal...

but at lunch...i knew something was not right..haha..coz aniza and the rest of them seemed to be discussin something..and they were not tellin mi anyting at all..haha..den cara made mi walk round the skool wif her..for a while..den when we returned to the canteen..dere was a big cake waitin for mi..i was supa touched...i heard frm glenn dat his hp alarm reminded him dat it was my bdae..so he and guys quickly planned someting on the spot and bought a cake for mi...they are soo sweeeeet!haha...it was a realli large cake...sang the bdae song..den aniza the the gals..they made mi bite a candle tingy out of the cake..i didnt dare to at first..coz i was afraid dar they wld put my face in the cake..but they promised they wldnt..so i quickly picked it out..cut the cakes..gave them to the guys..glenn..wilson..kelvin..adnand..sheng jian...ifitah..aniza..samantha..cara..eunice..and a few other guys..most of them were frm my orientation grp..AURA 8!.they had shared the cake as well..but i realli duno their names..im sorrie!haha...

aft we all finished our cake...samantha and aniza said to leave one piece for peng khoon..so ok lar..leave for him...we got up..preparin to gif him the cake..as they claimed..but as we were walkin..stoopid samantha pressed the cake onto my face...arrgghhh!haha..i quickly ran to the sink beside mi..and washed it off..all the guys laff...even the gals..nvr help mi wan..grrr..haha..i had oreadi washed my face clean la..den samantha and gang rubbed the cake onto my face again..even on my uniform and hair!haha..i was in a total mess..

den glenn took his bottle..and sprayed water at mi..angry la..i took the bottle frm him..splashed water at him..haha..den we chased each other round the canteen..got realli wet..but luckily not totally soaked la..haha..or i wld haf killed him..

aft a boring econs lecture..aniaza..samantha..eunice ..cara and i headed for ps..to eat swensons..had too much fun dere...and we even got 3 firehouse sundaes..for free..coz of sum stoopid mistake..and the manager said..since it was my bdae..aiya..no hard givin us the free ice cream la..haha..in all..we had 12 scoops of ice cream leh!haha..supa full man..

i realli enjoyed my birthday 2day..its gona be supa un4gettable..i realli appreciate the effort put in for plannin my birthday mini party..haha...heard the guys spent a bomb on the cake..i feel bad now..!i loveee u alll!though we may not be in the same class anymore..im sure we will still be good frends...=)

haiz..got rocmoc camp 2ml...cant wait..haha..i got go now..haven even packed my bag yet...yikes..

just 2 more days!be patient!

2005-04-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

ahaha..its jus 2 more days ladies and gentlemen!haha..pls be patient for the big day to arrive..oh man..i sound soo thick skinned now..haha..

anyways..had been pretty busy to blog..ayesss..monday...went for rocmoc(rockclimbing) training..and mind u..it was physical trainin...gosh..it was tough!we ran soo many rounds ard the track and did more than a 100 pushups..till my knees got soo red and sore..coz of the poky poky tings on the track...can cry u noe..haha..run..stop..do push up..run..stop..do push up...did 60 jumping jacks!and we had to count out loud..basically..the girls were fitter den the guys..even our trainer chris said dat..ahaha..=pfinished at ard 7..supa late man..and i was soaked..coz we were lyin on the track..and it was wet..coz of the earlier downpour..ayesss...went hme feelin dirty..and shagged...

tuesday...which is 2day la..haha..kinda got up late..i cant stand early mornings...the train aircon supa free..and when i got onto the bus to go to skool..wah..i can literally freeze on the spot!i tink the aircon was supa free dis morn..it was at full blast...poor mi...i was shiverin o=non stop..thank God my stop was onli 2 stops away..phew..met stoopid pk at the bus stop..den we walked to skool...ae my fav chicken burger again...haha..the burger is kinda ex u noe...oh wells...no choice...a price to pay for good food..ahaha...

anyways...my day was pretty slack 2day..had history...pretty fun..its jus like sec skool..onli..we sit in big big lecture halls now..haha...slacked again for almost 2 hrs..coz i don take chinese...den met chris..my rockclimbin trainer..found out dat he is onli 18..and he is oreadi a national rock climber!oh my gosh!i wan to be like him..haha...he brought mi to the mini rock wall..found a few of the rocmoc members climbin the wall..haha..i cant believe dat chris took the same subject combi as mi..haha..2 yrs ago..econs..history and lit...and he oso got 18 points for his O levels..and he is oso gona take the same course as mi in Nus...haha..arts and social science..but he got ns..so both of us will enter the same time..=p

i got into 1A02!yucks....i don noe anybody dere..except for one girl..mel..in my OG...the rest..i oso duno..cara went to the nxt class..groans groans...oh wells..we can still meet durin break..hopefully..haha...samantha and aniza are oso goin to another class..groan and double groan..all my khakis gone liao..sobs...

well..back to my readin of the french revolution!ahaha...

impt impt notice!

2005-04-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

BIG announcement!this notice is for all the SMART people whom i noe...read below to find out more!

5 more days to the BIG BIG day!muahahahahaha...u guys shd noe wad im tokin abt lar...haha...

FBI agent!

2005-03-29T19:01:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin lately..haha..lazy again..=p..besides..my mum kinda put a curfew..say can onli go online till 10.30pm...like wad???its soo early!grrr..ok lar..shall listen to her lor..its for my own good aft all..haha..

early in the morn..at ard 12am...there had been a tremor in singapore...while i was tokin to wen jie last nite..i felt my whole bed shakin..i was like..oh my goodness..wads happenin??haha..i tot i was gona faint..days y everything felt dizzy...i quickly got up...touched the wall..and felt it movign left right left right..panicked lar..den ran to wake my parents up..haha..they too felt the tremors..i quickly prayed to God..askin Him to protect us...dat was when i realised how short life can be...u will nvr noe..for all i knew...the whole block cld cum down in just a matter of minutes..due to the earthquake in sumatra again..i imagined myself standin b4 the Lord..aft i had died..and when he asked mi what i had achieved while i was on earth for Him..i cldnt reply Him..coz i cldnt tink of anything..so my goal is to reach out the all the pre-believers rite now..b4 my time on earth is up..coz im gona spend eternity in heaven...and dats a realli realli veri long time...

anyways..srjc has been rather fun these past few days..i've oreadi found my clique..haha..and im glad...was kinda afraid i wldnt find any good frends in sr..haha..but praise the Lord..=)

went to lido to catch ms congenielty 2day with wen jie..haha..he said he wld treat mi mar..so ok lor..hehe..but thanks anw..i realli enjoyed the movie..a lil predictable lar the plot..coz hart will always save the day...dats a typical endin isnt it?haha..=)i like sam fuller..shes tough!haha..went to nydc to write my work schedule..and my 2 managers on duty said i looked like i was frm a kindergarten when they saw mi in my st margs uni...like WHAT???haha..i don look soo immature do i?haha..i realli doubt so..haha...=pden wen jie gave mi a lift hme.on a bike!sooo cool!haha...now i aint scared of bikes anymore..haha...

gona get my uniform 2ml..haha..and i still haven gotten white socks yet..darn..all my sec life..i've been wearin st margs brand socks..now i need to get my own..sigh sigh...

shoes and more shoessss!

2005-03-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

-tink tink-..haha...rackin my brains to think of wad happened 2day..hmm...lets see...reached skool pretty early as usual...more of jc 2 students den jc 1..but of course..haha..met joseph..hes also in the leadership trainin..haha..chatted a while..den aniza came to sit wif mi...had sum horrible tastin bee hoon b4 goin for assembly...

ayes..had another boring talk..den we broke up into 2 big groups to learn the mass dance!!!ahhh..the dance steps r soo nice..haha...pretty jazzy and a little hip hop...everything wa goin well..until the music started..and we had to dance wif the music..ahaha...the beat was sooo fast!alot of us got lost halfway...learnt all the way till half of the chorus...the song is..lets get retarded....niceeee song...=)cant wait to learnt the whole dance on mon..hehe...

aft dance...we went on a skool tour..haha..wilson and dat whole gang were being supa lame and retarded...den dere is dat whatshisname? guy..haha..cant rmb..oh yea..glenn..haha..his eyes r soo small..so are his ears!haha..a little elfish like character..like a hobbit!ahaha..i sound soo mean now..anyways..he broke our AURA * sign..sighsss...now we haf half the stick to hold up..haha..stoopid man...

had another talk again aft lunch..groans...dis time abt newsweek...samantha and i quickly went to the toilet..haha..to pon a lil of the talk..den the srjc choir performed..hmm..not bad la..powerful voices they;ve got dere...haha..

we got let off at 2pm 2day..at first glenn wanted to watch the eye 10..but no body wanted to watch..soo my whole OG went their seperate ways..haha..went to ps to meet up wif kelly and soph...went to summerspoons for sum dessert..and guess who i saw dere?my OG teacher in charge!arrghh..i 4got her name..i jus said.."Hi teacher!"..haha..she let out a gasp..and said"u again!Oh my God"...haha..wonder wad she meant by dat..oh wells...had lotsa fun eatin dere..but i realli pity the waitresses..all the mess they gota clean up aft us..coz soph and i kinda played wif the food..haha..the drink to be exact..we added salt..pepper..sugar...cheese...chilli flakes..and made a total mess out of the table..ayesss...relivin our childhood days i guess..hehe..4gif us!=)

went to world of sports..and saw a 50% off on everyting in the store!haha..we were happily choosing shoes to buy la..den i saw wen jie...the guy frm Big O...also another waiter..he waved to mi..i was kinda shocked la..den he told mi he had jus finished work..haha..den we chatted for a while..while soph and kelly bought shoes...soph happily bought her grey nike air dunk..haha...i still prefer the purple !...AYESS...

kelly and soph left..but i was waitin for my mum..coz i wanted her to buy sports shoes for mi..haha..soo walked ard wif wen jie for a while...he was waitin for his 2 other frends as well..

mummy came..we looked at the shoes once again..nah..din find anyone dat i realli realli liked..so i guess we r headin for wisma 2ml..weee..cant wait!haha...

srjc who's the best?srjc is the best!=p

2005-03-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

woo...had first day of orientation 2day at serangoon jc..my initial thought of srjc was..die..all of them confirm "jiang hua yu".means speak chinese...and i suck at chinese..how am i gona be able to fit in?haha..but thankfully..when i reached dere...i had kuku wif mi la..haha..not too bad..and majority of them speak english..heng man..hehe...there were veri few st margs girls lor..i tink onli got 6...haha..and moreover..our uniforms were the most prominent..so if we eva did anything wrong..pple will definitely rmb us..haha..darn...

i was put into the orientation group AURA 8..haha..wierd name man..haha...b4 break..we had a series of talks..by the principal..man..shes fierce!haha..and long winded as well..haha..nxt..the Hods gave diff talks abt the diff subjects combi dat we will be takin..blah blah..sat dere for nearly 3 hrs..almost died man...haha..aft break..we broke up into our orientation group..

got to noe the pple in my OG much better...they r a fun bunch of pple..cute and farnie..haha...onli a few were quiet..the rest were rather outgoing..thank Goodness..haha..played sum games..learnt the college dance..and its dumb!haha..its a cha cha...=pi cant wait to learn the mass dance..it will be sooo much more fun man...haha..coz the dance steps are nicer and more funky..unlike the cha cha..ahaha..=paft all the ice breakers..we went for lunch..den we did sum cheerings..and we broke into our own Og again..dis time..we went to classrooms..

met our teacher..but die..i 4got her name!oops..haha..nvm..i will see her again soon...hahaha...dis girl samantha and i becum fast frends..and our teacher even tot we knew each other b4...but when we said we onli got to noe each other 2day onli..she said"oh my god!"..haha..shocked was she..haha...oh wells...shes a pretty nice teacher la..haha...=)

went to town jus now wif kuku...we were all drenched by the time we reached cine..haha..coz it was rainin pretty heavily..haiz..walked ard..had a rather late lunch...met up wif andrew..wilson and a guy i tink called...avern..haha..not too sure if i got his name rite..anyways....i brought andrew and wilson to Big O at wheel lock..they wanted to try for the job..but din get it...the places were taken up oreadi..awwws...chatted a lil wif my boss hadijah..opp BIg O onli mar..haha...i cant wait to go for the orphanage dis tues again!darn..i got skool..but hadijah said she will pay for my cab!soo nice..haha..i asked her if i can quit..and cum back durin june hols..she said..don quit..coz she wans mi...awww..haha..she said to work at least once a week..haha..so sunday it shall be...=)i cant bear to leave nYdc anyways..haha..nice pple dere..=)

its gona be a long day ahead 2ml...and i guess i wont be appealin into anytoher jcs anymore..no point la..i shall jus stay in SRJC...haha..God has already put mi indere for a purpose..and i shall do my best dere to glorify Him=)

jc's life is gona be tough...kinda scared i wont be able to handle it..i gota juggle between studies...cca...church stuff..friends..oh wells..God..may ur strength be wif mi!=)

tingling sensation

2005-03-21T01:08:00.000+08:00

oOoOoO...im soo tired!jus came hme frm work..haha..okok..not jus..but at ard 11plus...my feet hurts soo much!aft church...met winnie to go to singapore expo 2gether...was expecting a lot frm the adidas sale lar..but to my dismay..when we reached dere..pathetic man!haha..onli half the expo hall used..the air con like free one..and there were quite a lot of pple...tried lookin for a nice pair of shoes..but cldnt...haiz..its either don haf my size..or too ugly..haha..managed to get a skirt and a top..and i spent $65!arrgghh..dats not even considered cheap..wad was i thinkin man...stoopid mi..the stoopid top cost $40!haha..i tot it was onli $35..but when i paid..it came up to $40..haiz..at least we got a free bottle..haha...with $50 spent in a single receipt...

went to town aft dat...winnie bought a cap frm flash and splash..i wan beach slippers!and a jacket!haha...but i dare not spend too much now..my mums kinda naggin dat im spendin too much...ayes..

went to work wif "sour" legs..haha..coz walk too much...ayes..but thankfully..the crowd wasnt dat bad 2day...stoopid melvin..he kept callin mi "bodoh" infront of customers..grrr..feel like slappin him man..haha..hit my "ass" realli realli hard at the corner...coz dis customer was like hurryin mi to get to him..den when i turned rd the corner..i hit it..ouccchhh!i was like grittin my teeth while i was takin the order..coz it was veri painful..haha..den my mgr still dare to laff..meano...arrgghhh..sure kana blue black wan..haha..den my mgr did sumting supa kiam pa..i was sayin sumting lar..den melvin said sumting else to suan mi back..den she said dat melvin sounded as if he was my husband..haha..den i looked at him and den back at my boss..and said NOOOOO!haha..den melvin say.."u dun wan arh"..haha...-shudders-...eeps..i quickly walked away..haha...

aft work..while we were eating..edna and theresa frm BIG O..the restaurant opp nydc came over to chat and gossip...haha..tokin abt certain pple workin at nydc and BIg O..haha..haha..shant say the name here la..haha..read sumting frm edna's hp dat i shdnt at all..ayes...oh wells..shant tink abt it...=p

40 days of purpose

2005-03-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

haven been updatin my blog lately..haha.;..firstly..lazy..secondly..lazy oso..ahaha..=panyways..haven been doin much wif the so called school holidays la..haiz...i feel soo terrible..i haven realli accomplished much in my lllooooonnnnggg break..ayes..oh wells...

2ml will be the official stazrt of the 40 days of purpose cell grp..hmm...wad do i expect out of this??well..i don wan the passion to know God deeper to jus die aft the 40 days of cell grp..i wan to get to noe my cell members more and more..and haf a close knitted relationship...i oso pray dat our cell grp will increase in number!=)2ml will be leadin the grp discussion..im supa scared..realli don noe how to go abt doin it mans..thank God got jon tan helpin mi..otherwise..i will die..haha..

went for my skool reunion dinner 2day..went down earlier to help out wif the deco..hmm...not much deco la..den had fun chattin wif sum of my teachers..haha..hmph...Mr lee was soo mean..coz my clb teacher said dat i was the "kai xin guo" of her class...means..joy la...den Mr lee..my last last yr chinese cher..he said dat i was the "er mong" of his class..means nightmare..haha..meano man he...=pbut i had a great time catchin up with my teachers la..haha..they didnt change much..haha..the dinner was not veri nice..haha..i tink the prawns were bad..coz they were kinda mushy..haha..die..hope i don get food poisioning man..haha..ai xuan..winnie and i left earlier..coz we wanted to catch the last episode of the 9pm show...climbed out of the skool...we werent scared of gettin caught la..coz we r no longer students dere anyway..ahaha...coz we were lazy to walk the long way out..haha..den took a cab back...

i lovvee the 9pm show...haha..soo touchin man the ending..awwwssss...

missed planet shakers conference dis yr..but nvm..thers always another yr..haha..coz i dun wan to go dere jus for the concert..wana experience God's touch..but im sure i can haf dat anywhere...not jus at the ps conference..=)

i wana get my red and white bass!show me the mooonneeeyyy!ahaha...=p

~if dreams were real~

2005-03-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

woooo...thank God..my blog is alrite now!haha...a big thank you to cs!haha..=ptot my blog wasR.I.P a few days ago...but nahs..

watched lemony snicket's series of unfortunate events wif germz and alaster on mon..haha..good show..i loveee the settings..endin was a lil lame though..arrgghh..dont u jus loveee jim carrey's show?haha..hes sooo comical..and i lovee all those monkey faces he does...i lovveee lil sunny!the lil girl who loveess biting..haha...shes kinda like the hero in a few incidents..like the train..haha..soo adorable..violet is gorgeous...

anyway...got up pretty early in the mornin to play badminton wif cs..haha..stoopid boy...we were sopposed to go joggin..den at 9am he msg mi..say he felt like playin badminton..so i said anything..den when i got to the cc..i realised dat he had been dere since 8plus..haha..bookin the courts..means he already planned on playin badminton..stoopid sesame brain la he..haha...

he made mi run round the whole court soo much....idiot...den tried scarin mi by hidin behind the pillars..blah blah...coz we were the onli ones in the badminton hall mah..haha..played a real game..3 sets..first set..he won..2nd set..i won..aww..but sad to say..i lost the last set..haha..so i had to treat him to a drink..now my body is aching..haha..haven been workin out much lately...arrgghhh..im a fatty!=p

worship retreat 2ml..realli cant wait...=)and i will be off to play pool..and den head down to cara's hse!yay!haha..miss my classmates soo much...we r gone practice our songs for friday nite..wooohooo....

sigh..dis week is gona be supa dupa packed for mi...wonder if i can find time to jus slack on my own..oh wells...

shattered

2005-03-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

went for barker funfair 2day with eunice..haha..go support justus...walked frm newton mrt all the way to their skool..when we reached the skool..boy..it was like a suana!sooo hot!thank God i didnt wear black..haha..almost wanted to...met alaster and quek dere as well..den we walekd ard..we bought sum pasta..gross..haha..half cook..ate sum liver pate..yuckss!will never eat dat again!haha..i onli like pork pate...not liver!eunice took a bite..and frm her expression..it wasnt veri good..haha..at least the sushi we bought were good...most of their food prices start frm $6..haha...day light robbery man...oh wells..its a fun fair..wad do u expect?haha..met joel chee..the cheeky monkey...tok tok tok soo much...felt like dunking him into the dunkin pool...haha...saw a few st margs gals as well..haha..actually..quite a number..ahaha...all of us perspired non stop..good way to lose heat when u got a fever man..haha..

thank God i managed to survive 4 hrs in the swelterin heat...didnt die yet..still strong u noe!ahaha...took a cab to church...jg was pretty alrite 2day..not dat many turned up..but still considered a good number..haha..met up wif my pdl grp...it was realli disappointin man..coz onli 3 members turned up..ayes...well..prayin dat there will be more cumin nxt week..since the pdl officially starts nxt week..=)

went for the leaders meetin aft jg...ayes...all of us made small matters into big confusing and complicated matters..haha..small grp...big grp..ayes...haha...went to S11 for dinner..as usual...coz it was pretty late oreadi...enjoyed my dinner..had stingray with egg and rice..den germz..rach and i shared oyster omelette...ended up payin for the whole ting..haha..ho wells..a lil treat here and dere no harm..=)

beginning to wonder if things will eva work out between us..we seem to be driftin further apart..and i realli don wish for dat to happen..i guess i will still wait..no matter wad happens...my feelings for u are true..are yours?

2005-03-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

met alaster..jon tan and quek in town 2day...haha...sickenin jon tan made us wait wif him for his bus..haha...saw his other gal frends..and jus said byee to us..stoopid tan...=p

went to coffeebean at wheel lock place..to chat chat and drink coffee..haha..almost puked..too much...ayes...

went for work...encountered wierd customers again..haha..askin for skyjuice!ahaha...reminded mi of the other time..when he came to nydc.....but tried not to think abt it..ayes...burned my hand..was busy lookin at which table the over baked rice belonged to..and reached my hand out for the plate and touched the hot bowl!ouuuccchhhh!!!!haha...melvin saw everything and quickly handed mi a piece of ice..haha...my 2 fingers were red man!!!!but thank God 2day wasnt dat tiring..haha...had a few irritatin and funny customers 2day as well..haha..made mi laff...oh wells...i need humour in my life!haha...

was walkin out of wheel lock..saw my bus..quickly ran for it..thank God i caught it..coz it was ard 11.30plus le...late man..and oh my..the bus was supa dupa packed!den i saw the wierd old man again!!!!the last time i saw him was at least a month back..haha..i was on the bus at nite...goin hme aft work..den he suddenly wrote down sumting on a dirty piece of paper and handed it to mi...i looked at it and saw dat it was his hp number..i asked him "for wad"den he said "my number..call mi..make friends..chit chat"..i was like..."yucks"..but of course i didnt say it out loud la..haha..on my way out of the bus..i threw the paper in..haha..den 2nite..i got on the bus and saw him sittin in front..i panicked..den quickly turned my back on him..but too late!he saw mi and said Hi veri loudly..i pretended dat i didnt hear him..and tried to squeeze my way to the back of the bus...haha..was realli freaked out by him man...brrrr...gifs mi the shivers when i tink of it..haha...

its been a few days already..and im missin u soo badly..=(i miss the times we chatted and suaned each other....i no longer hear ur laughter...makes mi feel terrible....how can i make this feelin go away??sumone..help mi...

not a prefect day

2005-03-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

had a realli bad day 2day..cldnt slp much...mummy asked mi to go town wif her...and for once..i didnt like the idea of gettin out of the hse...bought 2 tank tops from topshop..and a 3 quarts pants frm osmose..havin sale...didnt want to stay in town for long 2day..can u believe it??i felicia lim..who always heads for town...didnt even want to stay a min longer in town once i bought wad i wanted to buy...im sorry mum..she had intended to walk ard for a few more hours..but i realli had no mood to..my mind was in a mess...

got hme...watched a little tv...still kept tinkin of it...had a great dinner..thanx mum....finally..i was able to just let everyting out while online..thanx germz..for listenin to mi......is eveything gona go back to normal??i realli hope so...i will wait...will you????

crushed

2005-03-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

im realli sorrie dat it has to turn out dis way...im realli veri sorrie....my heart hurts terribly...i will always rmb the times we had 2gether...thank you for making mi feel loved...but i noe these can onli stay as a memory..history to be never repeated again..

~how?~

2005-03-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

ayes...went to lucky plaza to play pool wif cs..andrew...sheryl..and wilson...enjoyed myself lahs..haha...the guys r realli good at pool...and i totally suck!haha...and i mean it..sigh..played arcade for a while...haha...haven gone dere for a long long time oreadi....

alaster..quek..and jon tan came to haf dinner at nydc...haha...and guess wad??they made mi serve them of course..haha..and when i was eatin...kiam pah man..i asked my colleague to go serve them..den they said..nono..i wan dat girl called felicia to serve mi..haha...kiam pah man!haha...

shd i continue workin??or stop??even aft i get into a jc???

~walking on sunshine!~

2005-03-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

tinkin abt u all the time...fallin deep into the word called LOVE.....

~praise the Lord~

2005-02-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

ahhh...the stress is finally over...i've gotten my results back...but b4 i went to collect my results..went to catch i do i do wif cs first...rather do dat den sit at hme at wait for 2pm to cum..haha..pretty lighthearted film...lotsa hokkein which i didnt realli understand...but thankfully..there was eng subtitles..ahaha...aft the movie...went straight to skool..the atmosphere was terrible...coz i saw the names of the top 20 gurls..and i heard dat one gurl frm express stream failed math...i was tellin my frends and myself..it had gotta be mi..ayes...

at 2pm sharp..all of us gathered at the hall..there were heaps of other stmargs gurls dere..mostly the sec4s takin their Os dis yr..the new principal gave a little speech..on how well pleased the skool was..coz we did well..blah blah...and the time came for us to collect our results...all of us panicked like siao...and i mean realli panicked...i panicked when the gurl infront of mi was leavin....ayes...saw a three for eng..and my heart jus sank..when i got the paper..i stared at it..counted the points slowly..1..23...4...567....8910...11...and 7 points for math!arrgghh...i had 18 points altogether..the first time i counted...tears started blurrin my vision..coz i cld get into a jc!i quickly asked my frend to count for mi..to see if i counted wrongly..when it was confirmed dat i had 18 points....i jus cried...i was sooo happy and elated..i nvr imagined i cld get 18 points..coz all along..im not say veri good at my studies..and i had 32 pts for my prelims!had 3As...and 2Bs...and 1 stoopid D..but thank god i got a D...else if i had gotten E of F...jc wld be out for mi!my aunty called mi first..and it so happened dat i was cryin the most at dat time...haiz..soo pai seh..den called my mummie..and had to sms a lot of pple..and call as well...

but i realli wan to thank all those who haf been prayin for mi..durin my O level period..and even br i got my results!thanx to u guys!u are a gem to mi!=)and not 4gettin my Father in Heaven as well..without him..i wld nvr haf gotten 18 points...for it was thru his strength dat he helped mi to stardiee and get good results..all my classmates did pretty well...

for those who didnt get wad they expected to get...don fret..im sure God has a plan ready for u...for he promises not to harm us..but to prosper us...=)

was kinda upset on my way hme in my dad's car....i realli duno how i can trust my dad anymore..dis is like the 2nd time he hurt mi...once again....he broke his promise...and my mum tried to cover up for him..again..im sick and tired of my mum doin dat..i don wan her to take the rap for every wrong ting my dad does...i jus don wan...my mom has done a lot...how can i make her stop??i loveee my mom...but i don expect her to sacrifice soo much for mi...

goin to sa...ac..inouva...and maybe yishun..to appeal....prayin hard dat i can get into sa or ac...

finally!

2005-01-16T15:25:00.000+08:00

woohoo..i have finally created a blogspot!haha...messed my blogdrive up..so nao i gota use this...hmm...still not dat expert in usin blogsot though...so if u got any comments on how to inprove it..pls feel free to tell mi!=)constructive criticism is goooodddd..haha..anyways...i actually made anothe blog..but stoopid mi...i 4got my username..and password...ayes..so decide to create another one...sheeessh..

had a great day at jg's first meeting of 2005 2day..haha..came a bit late...coz i had to buy shawn's present and collect my fone...ayes...was wif bram and kang..and my sis..at ps..haha..bram was supa noisyy!haha..tok soo much the min we met..and we were like suanin each other all the way..haha..dat kukuhead...almost tripped over a motorolar board..and hit his head against sumting realli hard..haha..poor thing...ayes...

worship was great...and i realli wana get into jc!arrgghhh..coz if i go inot a poly...i might not be able to go for dis yr's youth camp!arrgghh...which might be overseas!so its either i get into a JC...or go republic poly...haha..coz their holidays are the same as skool holidays...ayes...sooo "ma fun"...

anyways..had a great time havin dinner wif all the youths..and a biggg thanks to jon tan and wen kai..who offered to wait for my sis and i while waitin for our parents...haha..jon tan was paranoid..haha..coz he was afraid dat the soccer game goin on at jalan berseh stadium..might haf a few troublemakers aft the game..and didnt want anything to happen to us..so rather wait for our parents to cum and miss his soccer game..thanks!dat was realli swt of u guys!=)and guess wad??haha..we took a cab hme..coz they cldnt wait..so they gave us a lift hme..ayes...shiok..=)

hmm...shall stop here....wana try and get my tagboard ready...haha..=)dancin for service 2ml...scareeeddd man...haha..hope i don mess up or 4get my steps..ciaoss!